To Be a Deaf DJ
I was born in England with perfect hearing. In 1990, when I was five, my family moved to the United States. I started getting ear infections every three months or so. We didn't have health insurance at the time, and when I got a third infection, my parents couldn't afford the treatment. I went deaf in my right ear and was left with 50 percent hearing in my left. Over time, my remaining hearing dropped to 20 percent, where it is today. My doctors predicted that I would be thoroughly deaf by now, so I think I'm doing pretty well.
There was always music on in my house in my childhood. I loved listening to Metallica, Led Zeppelin, Michael Jackson. My dad was a DJ, so he played disco, folk, rock, and music from other countries. For my 18th birthday, my dad asked me to deejay at the restaurant be owned. After doing that for a few weeks, I was hooded. I desired to learn more. I e-mailed DJ Shiftee, a distinguished New York City DJ, when I was 25: "I know you like a challenge. How about teaching a deaf person to deejay?" He wrote back the next day; "Challenge accepted." He tutored me twice a week for two years, helping me develop correct technique. I practiced four hours a day.
Now when I'm performing, muscle memory takes over. When I started, I wouldn't tell the club managers that I was deaf. I would just show up, introduce myself, and start playing music. At the end of the night, someone would say, "Oh, here's the check." And I'd say, "What? Oh, I can't hear." They were always so astonished. Sometimes I would bring doctor's notes because they wouldn't believe me. It was reassurance that they were giving me opportunities to perform because I was brilliant, no out of sympathy. Eventually people started calling me "that deaf DJ," and the name stuck.
What fascinates me about deejaying is the creativity. I use software that turns the music into lines of color on a computer screen. I'm visually hearing the music. The next time you go dancing, cover your ears, and you'll start seeing that you're able to hear the music in a different way. Music is not all about hearing. I pay all sorts of get-togethers now, from college parties to corporate events. I also go to elementary schools for the deaf and talk to the students about motivation and believing in themselves. I'm big on talking to the parents. I tell them, "My advice to you is let your kids chase their dreams. I'm a deaf DJ, so why not?"
